Osho - I Leave_You_My_Dream.mpg

On January 19, 1990 ,Amrito, Osho's close physician, announced that Osho port side-hand his assembly at 5.00 PM. OSHO : I BECOME YOU MY DELUSION THE EVENING AFTER OSHO PORT SIDE-HAND HIS ASSEMBLY, SWAMI AMRITO ADDRESSED THE UNDEFILED GARMENT FRIENDSHIP AND MOVINGLY DESCRIBED OSHO'S LAST MOMENTS, INCLUDING HIS LAST MESSAGES TO HIS PEOPLE. THE UNMIXED THEME FOLLOWS: AS YOU KNOW, over these last few days Osho's assembly has been becoming noticeably weaker. What you may not know is that He has also been in fair affliction. By the shades of night of the 18th, the affliction in His legs was so mean that He was not able even to come refer to on the podium and be with us. Over that shades of night He became weaker and weaker. Every development of the assembly was obviously excruciating. Yesterday morning I noticed that His beating was also flimsy and marginally extraordinary. I said I hope He was slipping away. He nodded. I asked Him if we could occasion in the cardiologists and manufacture for cardiac resuscitation. He said, «No, just let me go. Actuality decides its timing.» I was help him to the bathroom when he said, «And you put mad-to--mad carpet in here, just like this bath mat.» Then He in-sisted on walking over to His easy chair. He sat down and made arrangements for the few items that He has in His scope. 'Who should this go to?« He said, pointing to His modest stereo. It is audio? Nirupa would like it?» He asked. Nirupa has cleaned His scope for so many years. And then He went carefully around the scope and port side-hand instructions for every article. «Those you take out,» He said, pointing to the dehumidifiers which he had set up too jarring recently. And always convey sure one air conditioner is on," He continued. It was implausible. Very absolutely, in a very quantity-of-certainty and unerring way, He looked at everything. He was so easygoing, as if He were going for the weekend. He sat on the bed and I asked what we should do for His Samadhi. «You just put my ashes in Chuang Tzu, under the bed. And then people can come in and cogitate there.» «And what about this room?» I asked. «This would be goodness for the Samadhi?» He asked. «No,» I said, «Chuang Tzu will be beautiful.» I said we would like to keep His these days bedroom as it is. «So you convey it subtle,» He said. And then He said He would like it marbled. «And what about the celebration?» I asked. «Just take me to Buddha Corridor for ten minutes,» He said, «and then take me to the intense ghats -and put my hat and socks on me before you take my assembly.» I asked Him what I should say to you all. He said to tell you that since His days in the marshal's room in Charlotte, North Carolina, in America, His assembly has been deteriorating. He said that in the Oklahoma pen they poisoned Him with thallium and exposed Him to emanation, which we only came to know when the medical experts were consulted. He said they had poisoned Him in such a way that would become no tempered support «My immobilized assembly is the line of the Christian fundamentalists in the Collective States government.» He said that He had kept His affliction to Himself, but «living in this assembly has become a hell.» He lay down and rested again. I went and told Jayesh what was event and that Osho was obviously leaving His assembly. When Osho called again, I told Him Jayesh was here and He said for Jayesh to come in. We sat on the bed and Osho gave us His incontrovertible words. «Never express of me in the old times antsy,» He said. «My alertness here will be many times greater without the saddle with of my tortured assembly. Jog The Memory my people that they will sense much more they will know mmediately.» At one essence I was holding His part and I started to cry. He looked at me, almost sternly, «No, no,» He said, «that is not the way.» I unhesitatingly stopped and He just smiled delightfully. Osho then spoke to Jayesh and talked about how He wanted the augmentation of the line to persist. He said that now that He was leaving His assembly, many more people would come; many more people's non-objective would lay bare, and His Line would prolong incredibly beyond our ideas. [In a shut leader-writers annunciation Amrito said, «It was free to Him that not having the saddle with of His assembly would actually help His line to flourish.»] 'Then He said, I become you my delusion." Then He whispered so calmly that Jayesh had to put his ear very fast to Him, and Osho said, «And bear in mind,, Anando is my messenger.» Then He paused, and said, «No, Anando will be my route.» At that essence Jayesh moved to one side, and Osho said to me, «'Medium will be the right word?»I hadn«t heard what had preceded it so I didn»t interpret. «Meeting?» I said. «No,» He replied, «for Anando, route — she will be my route.» He lay distant calmly and we sat with Him while I held His beating. Slowly it faded. When I could hardly sense it, I said, «Osho, I think this is it.» He just nodded gently, and closed His eyes for the last term. [A shut leader-writers publicity from Osho Commune Foreign stated: «Osho port side-hand His assembly at 5:00 pm. An Indian physician, Dr. Gokul Gokhani, gave the clinical cause of termination as bravery disease.»]